Happiness

 Last night someone told me.."Happiness is superficial". I cant say i agree or disagree on it, since im not familiar on the meaning of superficial. So base on my good look and awesome track record in the sexual department.. i google the word superficial.....but instead i mistyped it as Superfacial.

Voila !...porns ! heaps of porns ....after much masturbation due to my admiration of these actresses, i continue my search for the meaning of superficial.

"In terms of emotion, superficial refers to a false or insincere display of emotion. For example, to display 'superficial charm" refers to someone who externally appears genuine and charming yet is intentionally appearing so, perhaps for personal gain."<wiki>

So in layman terms....gua baru belajar ni...leman tem..hehe....superficial is a false emotion. So what exactly is Happiness ?. "The expression of joy." .. How do we express joy ? What does joy feel like ? which part of our body do we feel joy with ? our butt ?

 sorry...wa cakap melayu...lidah dah bebelit. 

Mak wa cakap...lu akan rasa gumbira ketika berjaya...dan definition of berjaya to her is ..
ada keta besar.....ada rumah besar....ada gaji besar....pangkat besar....bini cantik.....kote besar ...ermmm. 


This is what happiness means to her.. success. wealth.. u have more than the other fuckers. 
More = happy....sorry mum...but fuck u ! I used have all that..and i dun feel a fuck of joy inside me..
same as crazy....when people do not understand someone...they often labeled them as crazy. Someone who is true to himself once quoted ..
" The worst thing to call somebody is crazy, it's dismissive, "I don't understand this person, so they're crazy" - that's bullshit. These people are not crazy, they're strong people, maybe their environment is a little sick."

Since our childhood, we are pre programed on how to define people...this person is crazy...this person is happy, not once we stood there and try to understand what do we really feel or what emotion really means.

For me, these emotions...happiness, joy..sadness..etc etc is only word we used best to describe what our feelings are....Each of us will not share the same personal definition on those feelings. What we felt can only be define by ourself...be it possitive emotion or negatives.

True feeling of happiness for me is a feeling that only can be felt for a fraction of a second. it will never last.. same as climax...if he or she feel long lasting climax...its a superficial climax..


But....i might be wrong.

hehehe macam assignment paper daaa....